6. Out of control.

We all ended up getting 20 hours of community service and 6 months probation. Not like it was enough to teach anyone. Hell Melissa and I looked forward to community service. We fucked around and all the leaders just sat around and laughed. Probation was just a joke. I personally only met my Probation officer once and that's the day he laid the "law" down. His version of the "law" was telling me to stay out of trouble and respect my mother. The funny thing is I haven't had much respect towards my mother ever since the divorce with my father.
 Tyler and I were still going strong. We talked, texted, and myspaced all day long. My phone was constantly ringing off the hook. As our relationship grew stronger and we started developing feelings. As I was getting carried away with all the words and feelings, I lost contact with all family. I only had contact honestly with two people. These two people were Tyler and my wifey Mindy 
My wifey was and still is the only person who knows me from inside and out. We were inseparable.

 As time went on my mother and I grew farther apart. I was a rebellious teen and never wanted to listen. I would sneak out late at night, I stole her car, I got drunk repeatedly, I smoked Marijuana, popped Adderol, and stole her cigarettes. I lashed out a lot which ended up in hitting, screaming, or threatening. To this day I am not sorry for the things I did to her. It sounds heartless yes, but she has done far worse then I have ever done to her. I mean the Marijuana, Adderol, alcohol, and cigarettes affected my body not hers. 
I was out of control.
Mother put me in councling multiple times, tons of different counclers.
This didn't help me what so ever.
Maybe if she would have stopped talking shit about my father, and trying to ruin his life she would have had better control of me.
Daddy-o was an alcoholic and had severe depression. But I am sorry, if my wife divorced and played mind games with me I probably would to.

Daddy-o cheated on mother but, it wasn't until after she let her true colors show. 
As I started acting out against mother I decided I didn't want to stay with her anymore. I stayed at Daddy-o's and even went to the family friends house Wendy.
Wendy  called mother one day and mother came to talk to me to see if she could straighten me out.
This only pissed me off and I threw a phone at her and tried to run out. I was stopped at the door. Daddy-o, mother, and her friend Avril carried me out to the car and made sure I couldn't escape.
They drove me to MERY GREELY to get evaluated.

Picking up the pieces

Time went on. 'R' moved on already. I had to face it and pick myself up. It's not like it was a two year relationship, I mean it was only a couple of months the most. It's just I opened up to someone and they just dropped me off the edge of the planet. How could he do that?
 I started talking to 'Ty' in November who soon got into my head. 'Ty' happened to be a year younger then me. 'Ty' said all the right things and he was there for me. I brought 'Ty' home to meet my family. Right there he was already ahead of 'R' I seemed to be happy with 'Ty' but 'R' kept popping in my head. It's like every time I went to forget him something popped in my head like "Hey, you remember 'R' yea you fell hard-core for him and you CAN'T forget him no matter how hard you try!''
As I started getting closer to 'Ty' things at home started to get shakey. I started stealing cigarettes from my parents sneaking alcohol. This is when I decided to try marijuana for the first time. I kept everything away from every one. I never even told 'Ty' or 'R'
 January came and went my birthday passed and I turned 15. You sit there and wonder why I point out I turned 15? Well that is when my life started down a spiraling path. I became someone I didn't know.
Febuary hit. I had this grand idea for my friends and I to go egging. 'JM' drove 'A' 'M' and I around egging houses. We only egged houses of people we were mad at or despised. Our first mistake was egging a house that was neighbors with the night manager of 'Hy-Vee'. This manager happened to watch us buy 6 dozen eggs. Thankfully he didn't report us then. We drove around egging houses. We egged a girls house who we all despised at that moment. One of us missed her house and hit the neighbors house. Luckily this neighbor wasn't home at this time. This was our second mistake.
Our third mistake would have to be going through the Mc Donald's drive threw. 'JM' ordered a double cheeseburger.. When we got to the first window to pay 'JM' gave the drive threw cashier a egg wrapped with a dollar bill. saying "I'm sorry that's all I got.'' The drive threw lady was beyond pissed. Least to say we got refused service at Mc Donald's.
Our last and final mistake was trusting a Nark. yes 'A' was a Nark. She ran right to the police and got us all in trouble even herself. I hope Narking was worth it hun because now you have none of us (:

Warning.

Warning: Everything I happen to write about is in no way suggesting that anyone does anything that I write about. This all is from my experience and is in my opinions. In fact if anyone happens to follow anything in my path there is a 75% chance it's an idiotic thing to do. I never will or have claimed to be perfect. There is profanity used, maybe some adult content.
This is the start of something new, under these circumstances I am not responsible for anyone being offended, or any of anyone's actions after they read into everything I have to say.
I am in no way shape or form anyone's role model in anyway, in fact, if you are on this path that I was on I suggest you stop and look at where you are in life and where you want to be. It took me failing to realize this.